It's been a while since I fell for anyone. Like really fell for someone. I don't know why, I was in love once and I fell really hard but I haven't felt that way in a long time. Jake felt alot like a fluke, I liked and I thought I was falling for him but he left too soon for me to be certain.

I feel wierd now when michael touches me. I feel really bad but I don't want him to get too close. It makes me feel strange. I feel like things are awkward between us.

I was gunna post some pictures of Lake Erie after all the snow around here melted. They looked really pretty but sadly it wouldn't let me.